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Songs of Devotion and Betrayal

by Ryan Costello

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1.
Before Its Time (free) 04:00
i broke my heart before its time i broke my heart before its time and once the thread was pulled i felt it unwind i broke my heart before its time i pulled on the door one winter's night i threw all my weight and felt it unwind and all the wild wind had gathered behind i pulled on the door one winter's night i woke the beast i kicked the lion o to go back to that space and time a boy in body a man in his mind i broke my heart before its time
2.
i've felt the earthquake i've seen the walls break i've felt the sway i've stood and trembled before the power on full display i've seen the visions the holy ascensions in the still of the day silence descends and all of the noise is swept away but then i fall i fall away i've heard the walls creak i've heard the voice speak no one else could hear i've felt the shudder as the unseen world is drawing near the veil was lifted i saw the thin-ness of all my thoughts the breath that life is the dust that man is and what he's wrought but then i fall, i fall away
3.
o unfaithful man o unfaithful heart what have you done now what you done now?
4.
lord, chain me up don't let me walk away lord, chain me up don't let me walk away i know free will is a gift you gave but i'd give it up today lord, chain me up don't let me walk away
5.
Get You Back 03:32
i'm waiting for the dust to fall i'm walking through the empty halls the words are spoken and are gone the walls have swallowed up the songs o the light has fallen away from my eyes i can't say when but i do know why i just wanna get it back i just wanna get it back i know now fragile things can break i was careless with a gift you gave but someday i'll win your trust again i'll wait on you to open up and let me in o the light has fallen away from your eyes i can't say when but i do know why and just wanna get it back o i just wanna get it back
6.
The Mystery 02:02
7.
from the devil's lair a voice beckons to you every pleasure is there but the darkness is too sing a song o sing us a song sing a song to keep the devil away by the devil's lair the shades are mixed in grey and truth and lies entwine along the way to the devil's lair is a sloping gentle ground when i think i'm standing still i find i've been drawn down
8.
Pick You Up 02:56
o when the heart falls and it breaks in two o when the heart falls and it aches all through i will pick you up and wipe your face i will pick you and straighten your dress i will pick you up and wipe the hair back from your eyes and give you my best o when your eyes fail and the road is long the snow covers up the trail you're sitting all alone
9.
Fire/Dream 03:47
the voices fade and the dark has swallowed up the stars i climbed the bending arc and made the kindling start fire in the night lay my head down let the smoke pull me into a dream fire in the night the branches are bending the leaves are curling all around me the needles waft their pitch and the air is dry and crisp the smoke melts in the mist and wraps me in its fist
10.
Waiting for You (free) 02:14
at night when the night is still in the room and i can't understand help me understand the walls that i've built up like a tomb they hold me back again and keep me from your hand but i'm waiting for you at night when my thoughts are deep on the ocean floor and shipwrecked on the reef wave-tossed like a leaf i know that there's a rope but i can't reach for it i have such small belief help my unbelief and i'm waiting for you
11.
o deceiving heart i don't believe you anymore there was a day when i would listen but now those days are over o wreckless thoughts i won't heed you anymore i walked the edge of the canyon but now those days are over o straying eyes i won't follow you anymore i paid the price when i was younger but now those days are over
12.
Hold On 03:40
hold on to what you've known hold on to what's been shown don't let the world take it away from you

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Ryan Costello's second solo album is his most intimate yet, comprised of 12 stripped down folk-based sonic explorations. Songs of Devotion and Betrayal explores the dichotomy at the heart of what it means to be human - brief glimpses of selfless beauty, but also a hidden capacity for deep darkness.

The arrangements here are sparse and bare, each note expressing something essential. This is an album to take your time with, and as you do you’ll find room to explore in its spacious warmth, heartache, and ultimately, truth.

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released July 3, 2012

All songs written and engineered by Ryan Costello
Mixed by Kevin Alan Matley
Mastered by Ed Brooks at RFI

Special guests:
Daniel Morse on vocals on tracks 3, 4, 9, and 11
Jessi Furlo on vocals on tracks 1 and 9
Katie Hadley on viola on tracks 7 and 9
Greg Willson on sax on track 4
Phil Costello on trumpet on track 12
Matthew Antolick on drums on tracks 1 and 4
Joe Cannon on drums on tracks 9 and 12

Special thanks to Paul and NW Hills church for the use of their grand piano

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Ryan Costello Olympia, Washington

Ryan Costello is the former lead singer of FL indie-folk band the OaKs. His solo albums weave folk, jazz, and indie elements to mine themes of contemplation, loss, regret, and ultimately hope.

For the Oaks:
theoaks.bandcamp.com/releases
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